....Well, its just been one of those times you know were everything seems like its going ok but deep down its not. I know . Maybe im just over analyzing it way too much or maybe im just being a normal person worried about what is going to happen next. I just hope its nothing to big if anything does happen. I got a cold. It fucking sucked. I never get colds and now i have one and itjust makes me feel like i have no energy and i have no time for anything. Strange. Have you ever felt that? my mom is being weird again too she jsut makes me feel like i do everything wrong. Why can one person make you feel like your so unworthy of them. Or to even be in the same room as them? I guess i dont know how or i wouldnt be asking but it just doesnt make sense to me sometimes. The way ppl are. Well my family for that matter. They can do it to you anytime. That is why i love it here. my other family. the one that took me in no questions asked. Just did everythign in their power to make you feel welcome and happy. Its just nice to find ppl in this world that will try everythign in their power to make you happy when all i have found are the ppl that are jsut out there to make themseleves happy and no one else. Somebody has got to just kick them and get them out of their misery. Wow i just realized how much i have no written in here. It looks like i never come here to write. Maybe i should get offmy ass more and come here and write my thoughts down. I may end up scareing someone but oh well. i guess if i dont scare you i dont leave an impression .
Love ya
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